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Chrissy,
I remember how excited you were when I asked you to be my maid of honor. 9 days left til my wedding and I still cant get over the fact that you wont be there beside me. It wont be the same without you!
I miss you sooooo much and it's so hard not having you here anymore! I love you!
I remember when you got your grandmother bought you that white car you stayed at my house that Friday night and when we took you home the next morning your car was sitting in your front yard you were so happy! When we went to our chorus concerts together in our little pinguin suits lol! When me you melinda monica and kay cruised hickory waisting gas! when those guys rear ended you, you rode around with that huge dent in your car forever!!! that vlack malibu of your dads we cruised in we were so cool!! HAHA a memory we got in big trouble about was when we sent the undercover guy in to the store to buy us alcohol boy did we get in trouble i had to drive you home that night! I could sit here all night just thinking of all of our memories but there is only one that really sticks out to me and thats when we dressed up for halloween and went out to hickory! we had so much fun!!!! i miss you girl and i cant wait for the day that we can make more funny memories when i get to heaven! love ya girl you will never be forgotten!
today was really hard.
...remember every night we talked, owen would always get that toy that was so dang loud and i always laugh thinking about that night you asked if i had a "bird" haha.
me rubbing your belly every single day of you being pregnant. talking to miss lexi telling her to come out so you could come to my bday.
getting to be the first to help u change lexi and see you feed her:) we couldnt figure out how to change her haha. she was crying cause we didnt know what we were doing, and feeding her the first time... that freaking nipple thing the nurse gave us to use... i thought it was going to choke lexi. and watching nana "wrap" her back up the "right" way. i thought u were going to come out of that hospital bed. we talked about how much brandon had grow up so quick and how u were so proud of him. hes doing such a good job mama... hes the best dad ever... keep him strong! keep us strong.
The day you passed away....Brandon and I went out to his friend's party at North on 127....I was so afraid to drink anything because I was sad to say the least. I knew if I started drinking I would start crying but I got tired of watching everybody get drunk without me so I started drinking...I did good, I didnt cry; but apparently I still didnt look happy because everybody kept asking me what was wrong. Anywayz me and Brandon both stumbled to the car, I really shouldnt have drove. It was weird though, once I started driving I was straight as could be.....I just remember driving home looking up at the sky and talking to you....telling you how much I missed you and loved you, but I made it home without any trouble; yet when I got out of the car I couldnt walk up the steps to the apartment....when I got in I could barely get my pj's on....I looked at Brandon and said...I dont know how I got home....then I re-phrased that and said actually I do know how, do you? He said yeah....and I said she (being you) brought us home....that night it really hit me that you were gone and I went to sleep crying and woke up crying the next morning...but I just want to say thanks for being my guardian angel that night...I could feel your presence and I know you were there carrying us home....I will never forget the feeling that I had that night....I miss you and will see you one day in that beautiful place that you beat us all to.....I love you girl!!!
your birthday last year!
we def had a good time
you, brandon, jason and i.
we didnt need a big party, we had enough fun with just us 4. haha brandon not knowing jason was a state trooper, haha. and he was talking about "pigs" and you wouldnt tell b about jason.
"sex party" night at my place, double header. (need i say more)
that was the night in the middle of sgt peppers you cussed brandon out for going to some dr's party, and then he left and you made me call him and ask where he went... and he told me not to tell you, and i did, and you went and met up with him and u guys were fine:)
sgt peppers night where you did some crazy karate shit and almost beat the crap out of izzy cause he wouldnt let you go, then jersey telling brandi to get back on the corner... wow. she left you in hky and i took u home. hah!
that night was the craziest night ever! prolly the best night we ever had.
Oppps....my computer does crazy things!
Anyhow we all went out in a limo for my birthday to Charlotte....it was fun...especially when the guy at BAR started tryin to play with chrissy boobs and Brandi was not having that...Brandon didnt even have a chance to know what was going on because Brandi was already in his face...HILARIOUS
The best part was on the way back Brandon said he wished they could have a baby, I just thought that was so sweet even though he was tanked up on jager, he was telling us how he really felt...how sweet
All the fun nights at Outback complaining about everything we could complain about....
When she found out she was pregnant I had been gone from work for a few days...I was standing there making drinks for a table and she came up behind me and just whispered in my ear "Im pregnant, but dont tell anybody". I was so excited and so was she. We smiled and laughed at each other for the rest of the shift, everybody who didnt know thought we were crazy...but it was fun....I was so happy for her and Brandon...
How lucky we are to have such a beautiful little girl here with us, I only wish she had the chance to know how great of a women her mother was! Thats where we all come in I guess....we have to let her know.
Chrissy....I love you girl, I miss you so much.....My only regret is that I did not come to the hospital...even though my intentions were to let you get the rest you needed....had I only know what was to come!
My 20th birthday Brandi, and her sperm donor, C
Chrissy,
Remember your first car, the big brown hooptie that we would drive to yesterdays on teen night. We parked at a parking lot across the street and ran to the club so no one would see us.LOL!
Remember our road trips on sunday nights to elkin to go cruisin when we were 16.
Remember how I used to roll your hair to make it really curly before we went out for a night in hickory. And when we got in trouble for drinking under age. When we learnt how to drink our first beer together! And the KEG STANDS, haha!
When we lived together at catawba ridge and would sneak in the pool at 2:00 in the morning and go swimming.
Remember when we told each other every little secret we had because thats what best friends do.
I miss you so much girl!!! Im saving all my secrets for when I get to heaven and see you again. I love you!
we went to iron thunder and drank way too much... we had to pee so while i was peeing chrissy saw this older lady puking in the bathroom beside us. she looked at me and started laughing... and then chrissy tied her shoes together.
on my 24th bday she pulled me out of the bar so no one would see me crying on my bday at the bar over a stupid boy... so we went to sundries to dry my eyes and drink more.
we went one night trying to find brandon... haha, i met up with brandi and chrissy and hoopies, haha. brandi knows all about the ride to peppers and what chrissy was doing (our windows cracked). that was DEF a night we all would NEVER forget.
she would always tell me if she like my "guys/dates"... the one she loved... he had a kid and was married... good chooooice sissy.
shed always call to come stay with me when she was mad at brandon:)
and i miss all of our texts and calls late at night, esp when the duke/carolina game.
i love and miss you so much lady.
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