True goodbyes are the ones never said or explained...
i still wonder why you sent me that pic of lexi a couple days b4 my bday, telling me happy birthday, and how when we talked i never said anything, we had the weirdest last conversation. we didnt really talk, we just sat there, and u were talking to lexi and let me talk to her... it was weird, its like u knew and u just wanted me there. we laughed about brandon in the shower and how lexi knew aunt dawn would buy her anything in the world cause she was such a cutie. you sounded so happy and im so happy i got to hear that.. i heard the happiness in ur voice, you finally sounded like you just had a baby.
I miss you every second of the day. I hate that we had so many things we didnt get to do before you passed, but Im so grateful I could call you my best friend and laugh about all the good memories we had together... Its weird how many things remind me of you, some things are so stupid and some are so funny, I just cant get it out of my head that you arent coming back. I just want to see your smiling face holding that pretty baby girl, and having Brandon making some stupid comment and making us laugh. Or having Jayden talking his head off and trying to understand what hes talking about. I love and miss you so much Sissy, I cant wait to see Miss Lexi grow up and look just like her beautiful mom. i cant wait til the day ill get to tell lexi how much her mom meant to aunt dawn:*), and how you blessed so many people. you had such an impact on so many ppl and we wont forget that. take care of kent and kyles dad, hes an angel now with you, now he can meet the "baby george carrier" haha.
ill.never.forget.you. i.love.you.
